Our wrong beliefs about God often make us shut ourselves out from the good things He wants to do through us. He's got a plan for all of us, but bad teaching (or religion) has got folks all tangled up with wrong ideas about God. First off, you need to hit the refresh button on what you were taught. You were probably taught a lot of good things (which you can keep) but the bad stuff needs to go! Get to know Him and He will lead you into your purpose. Watch this video
on how to find your purpose.